20s......🍁

The years of becoming.

How many of you are in your twenties and what is your experience 🤷🏻

Well for me when I entered into this phase there was a strange feeling, because I was not longer a child legally but also was not prepared for adulthood just by touching the number' 20 ' I mean really. It not a few pages chapter which by reading i would know everything No, it's not.

It is like when we meet a new person we don't suddenly identify them in just one meating instead we know them more by being with them , through our own observations, sometimes we get them sometimes we may be wrong in ident them and adulthood is same filled with unexpected, undiscoverd things.

We plan , we expect too much things to be happen with lots of uncertainty, confusion and many times we don't know what will be next .

Somewhere between who I was and who I am .

There is a space between the person between once I was and the person I m slowly becoming. Things that once mattered to me don't always matter anymore, and things I never noticed before suddenly feel important. Sometimes I miss the simplicity of me but also being excited to discover new things hidden inside me .

Everyone seems ahead of me .

Then comes comparison. You open social media and you see someone getting their dream job, someone travelling, someone achieving something at an age that makes you question your own progress . It is easy to feel like everyone is moving forward while you are standing still. But I am learning that social medianshows people's milestone, not their uncertainties. Everyone has a different starting point, a different struggle, a different journey.

The people i am learning to let go of .

My twenties are also teaching me about people. Some friends become distant, some relationships change, and some people who felt permanent become memories, Letting go can hurt , but we still have to accept that not everyone is meant to walk with you through every chapter, we have to be our own guide.

Maybe I don't need to rush.

Perhaps I have worried too much about reaching the next stage of life instead of experiencing the beauty of of that one I am currently living. Maybe there is nothing wrong with taking time, making mistakes or starting again .

I don't want to spend these years desperately trying to become someone i think I should be .

I want to become someone who feels truly like me .