Am I Asking for Too Much? ❤️‍🩹

Sometimes I keep asking myself…

Am I not good enough?

This is a love marriage. We chose each other. We fought for each other. We went through so much just to be together.

So after marriage, is it really wrong for me to expect honesty, respect, and boundaries?

Is it okay for my husband to hide conversations, delete chats, stay in contact with an ex without telling me, lie about things, or have sexual conversations with other women?

I don't want to control who he talks to. I don't want to stop him from having friends.

But when I tell him something hurts me, ask him not to repeat it, and the same things happen again… what am I supposed to feel?

Am I being too sensitive?

Am I expecting too much?

I've explained my feelings so many times that I'm exhausted.

And now I keep asking myself questions I never thought I'd have to ask after a love marriage…

Does he still love me?

Is this really what love is supposed to feel like?

Or am I holding onto a love that doesn't feel the same anymore?

I honestly don't know.

I just want to know if I'm asking for too much, or simply asking to feel loved, respected, and safe in my own marriage. ❤️‍🩹