belonging

I’m afraid that I’ll never get that feeling. The one where you know that you’re exactly where you’re supposed to be. You’re doing exactly what you’re supposed to do. I’ve been anxious for as long as I can remember. None of my thoughts ever seem to reach a conclusion, im just swirling in a continuous loop of wondering if im making the right choices, if im going down the right path. I try to remind myself that if im constantly worried about the future, then im not living in the present, but truthfully, im worried about the present, too. All in all, im scared that ill live my entire life and never feel that moment. That blissful contentedness that comes from knowing, even through the hard parts, that you belong where you are.