Maybe I’m not who I used to be anymore

Sometimes I wonder if i actually miss the old version of myself, or if I just miss how simple everything was back then.

I used to think growing up meant becoming more stronger, more confident, more certain about everything. Nobody really tells you that sometimes you grow up and still feel completely lost.

Maybe I don’t need to find my old self again.

Maybe I just need to accept that I have changed, even if i haven’t figured out who I’m becoming yet.

And maybe that’s okay.