Never thought i will write this but nvm

Never thought I would write this but nvm.. let me tell you my story in Muslim cousin marriage is very common so I grew up with my cousins like my dad used to live abroad and my mom used to mostly live in her mom's house my grandma's house. Both my mamus also used to live there. All my cousins grew up together my khala's kids, my mamu’s kids we all grew up together. After my dad came back from abroad, we bought a house here and lived here, but most of the time we visited each other's houses.

Time flew by. I was in 8th class when lockdown started i downloaded Instagram and added my cousins. But never knew what I was doing my elder cousin brother basically my khala's elder son, was three years older than me so he was in his clg 1st yr. We used to talk normally but eventually he started flirting with me.. I used to ignore i was young i was in a girls' school so I never had conversations with boys. He was the first one with whom I used to talk so much over time.. but I never knew that at the same time, he used to flirt with my cousin sister basically my mamu's daughter..

One yr passed i was in 9th class he still used to flirt with me and it eventually increased and we literally used to talk all day. One day I was at my nani's house and it was my cousin sister's bday the one with whom he used to flirt she never told me that time i got to know after 2yrs anyways so i was seeing her phone and I saw his snap story it was in close frds and I was not in his close frds😂😂(laugh guys😭)

And the story was for my cousin it was her photo with a caption of happy bday beautiful and that broke my heart so so so so badly i was devastated i was like wth i am i not in his close frds and then i started to talk less i didnt mention anything abt what i saw bec it was so useless he would have thought i like him (but i think he knows bec i was a love sick girl but we will think he didnt 😭) tho i never admitted that i like him or something but i started to talk less bec i eventually only use to talk to him he manipulated me very well. He knew very well that he was the only one boy with whom I used to talk so he took advantage and tried to use me.

As time passed, I finished my 10th board got my results and at that time he messaged me asking abt my score and all. After 2-3 days, he proposed to me and I rejected him..

The thing is he had 6-7 ex gfs and he eventually used to believe in timepass with girls i didn’t know this..

the shocking thing which i got to know was in 10th when he added on of my classmate on his insta and snap .. he added her in close frds and again i was not there bec the story was with his ex gf ( he told me ex) but it was a situationship.. he told her to not to tell me that he is still in contact with his ex and all .. but she told me and even sended me screenshots jokes on him😂😂 i got to know this on my result day and then i rejected tho i use to have some feelings for him but it ended at the time i got to know so much abt him ..

I hope nobody finds this kind of love in their life..