The application I withdrew

I withdrew my application for a course my family had been excited 😆 about. It was prestigious, expensive, and completely wrong for what I wanted to do. I had spent weeks convincing myself that I should be grateful for the opportunity instead of questioning it.After sending the withdrawal email.bi felt relieved for approximately five seconds before panic took over. What if I had made a terrible mistake?. What if everyone through I was ungrateful?. I still don't have all the answers.But tonight, I felt a small sense of ownership over my future, and I realised how unfamiliar that feeling had become.