Anonimo
Unorganised Journal
I recently started following my internet crush.
I found him through a mutual friend, a friend I don’t even talk to anymore.
He is trying to be an influencer.
I found his instagram reel that he posted on trial.
He is extremely funny.
His humour, interests and personality matches a lot with my own.
My other friend followed him to see if he would follow back a stranger.
He did.
But then when I followed him, he did not follow back.
I think he recognised me as an acquaintance of the mutual friend and did not want to get into the dynamics.
This was a year ago.
Recently, I had a dream about him.
I saw that we met on a random street, that we spoke for a few minutes, that he left and I followed him on insta, and he instantly texts ‘yo, I’ve been manifesting us’, then he asked if I wanted to go for a stroll or meet him in a cafe for the first date. I said he could come to my sister’s wedding.
The dream rekindled what little crush I had had long ago.
I told ny friend.
She insisted I try to follow him again.
I said he did not follow me back last time.
She adviced me to change my profile picture. Simce I don’t post my face, I always have a outfit pic for profile.
I did as she said.
Then after a while followed him.
He followed me back!
He saw my story.
Every story I uploaded, he saw within 15 minutes.
Eveb on a weekday.
He is a corporate employee.
He is alumni of my very own alma mater.
He is two years older.
He also watches anime.
He is a humorous person too.
He lives in the national capital.
He is from the city I have studied in.
He likes SpiderMan.
He hates mondays.
He likes rice more than roti.
He has an office crush.
Yes, I know a lot about him. It is all there in his profile. He posts like one journals. I am glad for that.
But I post nothing. So he won’t know anything about me. I don’t even think he wants to, Because obviously. I am a stranger. I am just a person who dollowed him. Just a a person he happened to follow back. One user among the 750 people he follows.
I don’t think something would eveb happen.
But I really like him. And I guess thats enough.
Maybe getting to know him would destroy this great image?
Your internet crush finally followed you back after a year, and you know he saw your stories.
Your vote is final.
Had I been at your place, I would have sent a dm and introduced myself. I would have assessed his reaction. Then I would have understood if things would progress. There could have been a heartbreak, but at least it would have been a quicker one. But you do you.