Lost In Love

As always I would start with one and only I Had learned from this story is:
"No matter how much we want to , we'll Never truly understand someone else, not Entirely. But that's part of understanding, to Misunderstand".
After The Depressed Days

I had enough of me, just walking alone Without anyone on my side and always just Existing in everyone's mind as a guy who Got rejected by (Dorothy), I couldn't had Enough of this love madness happening in My high school.
There was one particular person I really Didn't like as he would just overly showcase His love of life like a trophy he won. (Let's Call him Ben) not just me, everyone hated Ben for his attitude due to his recent love Episode. This happened when the 12th Grade academy year was starting, a girl From commerce group secretly had a crush On Ben and she planned to propose to him.
Ben eventually asked my cousin if they Should get along, which my cousin being Close friends with Ben said, "Sure" as to Them being a great couple together.
Later After The Response Of Dorothy

The response of (Dorothy) was kinda a hot Topic in my high school. Everyone in my Class including Dorothy's friends started Making rumours and gossips around my Head. They made me look like a headless Chickhen, making fun of me and the way I Told her my love. Here comes Ben with his Hate on me, he would taunt on me with Dorothy's name in the cafeteria and would Ask others to join his taunting. This really Left me with a scar, as they say "Wounds Heal but Scars don't". This was the first Crack I had with this guy and I said that he Didn't even had to try but I did in a way just To know her intentions. Ben would just Shrug and mind his own business.
Came The Days To Haunt Me

There was a field trip planned in our school A trip to Bangalore, which at first i didn't Want anything to do but my friends, peer Pressured me to come the field trip.
Dorothy and her friends were also going on The trip, which made me anxious. Thinking Of an excuse to not go on the trip, Sam Came along and said that he would also be Joining the trip, which made me feel okay As I could maybe have a chance to arrange An meeting where we could take some time In a cafe and talk about the matter.
The Wasteful Decision

Timmy was not joining the trip as he had Been to Bangalore couple of times. But the Part that got me mad was when Sam didn't Join the trip.
After the weekly morning soccer practice I Had payed my train ticket and the hotel Planning fee, that I knew Sam was not Going to join me in the trip. But Sam did Give me a prep talk and how she is just Waiting for me to say those magical three Words to her, he also said that she was only Going to accept my love if I was the one to Say that I love her, which Sam did really Made up.
Sam borrowed a notebook from Dorothy And asked me to give her the notebook, Which I still regret listening to Sam.
When I called her name for the first time in My life and the way she turned around to Look at me made me blush for second, the Only second I loved in my whole life that Only lasted for a second. She just looked Annoyed and asked her friend to collect The notebook, which completely shuddered My face. And the boys were just amaze by The reaction of Dorothy.
The reaction made me think my life choices And that fee I had payed for a chance to Talk to her in the field trip.
The Time In Between Field Trip

I met a lot of calamities of gossip girls from My class, and the only one girl that all the Boys hated, I would just call her "Hema".
She would have love for everyone but we Call her "for the community" as she had Questionable things she had done with the Boys. She had another target "Me". She Wanted me to be her boyfriend so that we Can have a name for the high school Gossip girls. Which I didn't let to be.
Hema would ask me a lot of things like Notebooks for completing her pending Work and the most controversial things Would happen in biology lab.
THE BIOLOGY LABORATORY

The biology laboratory is not a place to be In as it had mostly the bad vibes, the Strangest slides and fossils of creatures Made a bad sites and a interesting one. Though the biology teacher at that Academy was not so all sunshine and Rainbows, she was the worst human being And hated absolutely anything, even cute Kittens!!
But we are not here to discuss how bio Teach was a menace, we are here to talk About Hema the girl who single handedly Made the boys of high school her enemy.
There was a practice for practical as usual For any lesson that the teacher would take, But this time, the teach made me sit Together with Hema the whole academic Year. Not so great huh? Listen to the first Thing she does, she would intentionally Throw her pen around the lab and only Make me take the pen, and she would Try making cute faces whenever I ask her something.
Sorry I gotta stop it here.
What should have done? Should I have gone in the trip? And what could have done about Hema??
Let me know in the comments and let me know if I need to continue this chapter of my life.

Thank you,
Faithfully,
Unais