My feelings

I'm 19 years old and I love writting. I love to write about myself, whether it contains my fears or insecurities or something that makes me feel confident. Actually, I'm all alone or I think that I'm. My parents always give me what I need on just one say but they never prioritize me more than my brothers and that makes me feel so sad. But I hope you guys can be my friends please. I just don't like to be lonely. I don't what I want to, whether anyone likes that or not. If nobody is willing to understand me, to feel me or to let me do things or stuff I want to why would I be only one doing this all for them. So I decided to write. Seriously, I'm happt now, more than just happy. I want to make new friends from all over country or world( if possible). I just to be the happiest girl in this universe. I easily get jealous when I see other parents loving their child or people being genuinely happy in their relationships. I just to feel loved even by if it's a single person willing to be mine and only mine. Let's be friends guyzz.....
