Fir Kabhi Shayad....

Aj achanak tumhara message aya.
"Hope you're doing well."
Bas itna hi.
Mai kuch seconds tak screen ko dekhti rahi. Itni mahino ki yaadein ek chote se message mein wapas yaad aa gyi. Mann Kiya ki puch loon, "Tumne itne din baad yaad kyu kiya?"
Fir socha.....kya sach mai uska answer puch paaungi?
Mene reply type Kiya, delete Kiya, fir dubara likha.
"I'm fine, hope you are too."
Send krne ke baad phone table par rkh diya. Lekin dil abhi bhi usi chat pr tha.
Thodi der baad uska reply aya.
"Good to know, take care."
Bas, baat khatam.
Phele shyd mai is conversation ko aage badhane ke liye koi bhi topic dhund leti. Aj bhi Mann tha, lekin is baar mene khud ko roka.
Raat ko balcony Mai bethi to socha....Kash wo sath hota, to shayad ye sab itna complicated nahi hota.
Lekin ek baat smajh aa gyi thi. Kisi ko miss Krna aur uske pass waps jana, dono alag cheezein hain.
Mujhe abh bhi uski yaad aati hai. Par abh har baar mein apni zindagi ko uske hone ya na hone se measure nhi karna chahti.
Phone par uski chat abhi bhi thi. Mene delete nahi ki.
Bas screen lock krdi.
"Kash wo sath hota....par agar wo nhi hai, to bhi meri kahani yahi khatam nahi hoti."
The End.