Zara Sochti Hoon....

Kabhi kabhi raat ko bed par lete hue mai apni life ke baare mai sochne lgti hoon. Sab kuch normal chal rha hota hai, for tumhara khayal aa jata hai.
Aj bhi yahi hua.
Mai phone side mai rakhkr ceiling ko dekh rhi thi. Pta nhi kyuu mann mai ek ke baad ek sawal aane lge.
"Agar tum Aaj bhi sath hote, to kya sab kuch different hota?"
Shyad hum abhi bhi late night calls karte. Tum apne dil ki saari baatein batate aur mai bina kisi reason ke tumhe pareshan karti.
Shayd kisi din hum milne ka plan banate. Mai sochti ki tumse milkr sbbse phele kya bolungi. Itni saari baatein ho phone par nahi keh paai, wo samne Beth kar keh paati ya nhi?
Fir ek aur thought aya.....
Kya tumhe bhi kabhi meri yaad aati hogi? Kya tum bhi kisi random moment mai ruk kar humare baare mai sochte honge?
Mujhe in sawalo ka jawab nhi pata tha.
Mene phone uthaya, tumhari profile dekhi aur bina kuch kiye screen lock krdi.
Pehel mai future kr plans banati thi, par abh bss imagine karti hu ki agar tum aj sath hote to meri life kesi hoti.
Lekin zindagi sirf sochne se thodi badalti.
Mene phone side mai rkha aur ankhein band Krli.
"Kuch sawalon kr jawab nhi milte....bas unke sath jeena sikhna padhta hai." ❤️

Stay tuned for Last Part.......